Back to Work

So today is my third day back to work since losing my daughter. The worse thing about it is that I am working for a non profit agency for children with autism and behavioral disabilities. Today has been really hard because there were small children and babies in the office and I could hear them crying. A crying baby always sets off an alarm in me. Today when I heard the crying my body began to heat up and pressure built up in my forehead. I felt like I was going to explode if I did not let the tears drop that I was trying so hard to hold back.