Malaysia Airlines Crash

 

Call me crazy, but I am starting to believe that the Malaysia Airlines crashes are a sign. The questions that I am unsure of are; what kind of sign is it and from who is this sign coming from?

5 Months Into My Loss

Yesterday was the 5 month anniversary of Malaysia's birth. I have a ritual on her birthday every month. I buy flowers and light candles around the memorial for her that I have in my home. I also, look at her clothes to see what she would be wearing and go online to see what advancements she would be making every month. Most importantly, I write to her in my journal every month on her birthday.

Counseling

Since losing my daughter I have been trying to find different ways to cope with my tremendous loss. I thought that talking about it would help me get out all of the things that have been racing in my mind. I also thought that it would be the only way to keep her memory alive.

Independence Day

On July 4th, 2013 at around 4 a.m. my life changed forever. One year ago today my husband and I found out that we were expecting our first baby. I remember that early morning so vividly because it was one of the happiest days of my life.